i deconstruct my thoughts at this piano

Oh Yeah!

loveloveloveless — Thu, 14 Jan 2010 20:56:44 +0000

oh yeah oh oh oh yeah im feeling good oh yeah yeah yeah oh yeah yeah yeah

why am i feeling so good?
coz i got full marks for my maths module
chyeeeahhhh boiiiii~

Glee

loveloveloveless — Wed, 13 Jan 2010 16:58:24 +0000

i’ve officially jumped on the glee band wagon.

kpop

loveloveloveless — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 18:52:47 +0000

wow, srs buizness here.
i ish going to leaves the kpop
srsly, the kpop i listen to is such fluff. for some reason when i listen to kpop my normal rules for music do not apply (that is to have deep lyrics + actual singing talent/composing talent) therefore i listen to the manufactured pop that comes out of kpop ;o srsly. kara on my ipod. even the gay gee song. and the fandom within kpop is so freaking immature/annoying. a recent example of this is the chinese snsd thing. srsly allkpop fuck you. you just post whatever to get view counts and whatever, the pictures they had of Idol Girls wasnt even Idol Girls. stupid ¬¬ AND i made a comment showing my discontent but the rather gay fans STILL posted stuff like ‘im ashamed to be chinese’ ‘snsd RULES!’ wow ¬¬ so rather stupid and gay i feel.

loveloveloveless — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 19:58:51 +0000

i am going to leave kpop :O srsly. the music i listen to is such poop. how could i have gotten into this slump?

loveloveloveless — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 21:20:14 +0000

really? really really?
kyuh
yes its disgusting do u not think that i worry about it already without having you to point it out?

loveloveloveless — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 21:29:03 +0000

really? really really really?
do u really want to spend your drama watching days just on soppy love stories? really… ?
come on think about it…
if the answer is yes u suck.

yah! you’re not even worth an orange peel!

loveloveloveless — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 21:42:58 +0000

sigh

suck it up and get on with it

thats life

loveloveloveless — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 20:18:17 +0000

my ah marh really sucks (gran from dads side) really she does. entirely so. i really dislike her now. after observing how she treats my mum it fucks me off. its like wtf what is wrong with u. she mocks my mum right in front of me. how does she think im meant to act? does she think ill agree with her? ffs thats my mum. tbh idrek u. argh. so money driven. it really sucks ya noe? she even said to my dad “you dont give me enough money” thats probably why we visit every year… and why my dad gives her “sup marn” every year… my dad took his brother in when he and my mum just moved into our house that we currently live in. they lived with no furniture because they couldnt afford it. yet my dad took in my uncle and sent him to university with his own money that he earned. and every year he would send him off to hong kong for the summer because my uncle would throw a fit if he didnt. how immature. yet my dad gets no recognition from his own mother and hes repayed by the words “you dont give me enough money”. it sucks doesnt it? and then my gran compares him to his other brother. the one that she favours. she gave him so much money for him to start his own business. its evident that he would give her more money. what did she give my dad? he came to england hoping to find a better future and worked hard at his job to get to where he is now. and then she makes fun of my mum. and spreads rumours about my mum. but my mum has no voice. she cant fight those spiteful words back because she only spends 3 weeks with her in a lifetime. she doesnt noe what goes on. she only found out because her sister married my dads brother. sigh… the more i think about it the more i dislike my dads side of the family. except for his sister and my uncle that married my mothers sister. my dads really generous. but his brothers really do suck. my dad gave them money and basically most of them are in debt to him but they dont repay him. they think its “fair” because hes their brother. imho, i think its even more reason to pay him back… everytime we go back to hoko they dont even offer to pay for the meals we eat together. and theyre big family meals…like 15-20 people and they dont offer. they sit there warming their seats thinking ‘ah its ok hes going to pay’. it really sucks. this summer when i went back i couldnt take anymore of my ah marhs crap. i even asked my aunt “ah marh doesnt like my mum does she?” she sounded surprised and asked me why i asked. i said because she mocks her etc. she then replied ‘….no she does ah marh is just like that’

fuck sake. you suck.

i married my two sims ^__^

loveloveloveless — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 17:58:44 +0000

one of those days

loveloveloveless — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 19:12:34 +0000

you know where you just have one of those days….u feel u need a day off or something. a day to escape the madness. a day just resting in your bed.

i dont know what i feel. i dont know what to think. i feel i want to quit.

fuck life.

When she’s quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she doesn’t answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

ah sigh….if only this person really existed…

I think I’ll go to Boston,
I think that I’m just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind…
I think I need a sunrise, I’m tired of the sunset,